Welcome Seeker
This is a crypt
It's unfortunate I need one but it's neccessary, preserving the memory of my dead is important to me.
I'll put up some artwork and memories as time goes on, you can fullscreen Hyperliminal by Kitfox on the left by right clicking.
The memories will probably be very disjointed, I recognize Im not at my best while I write this. I apologise
🕯 Kit 20/11/23 🕯
🕯 Kiara 15/05/24 🕯
We got waffles with your boyfriend, it was a good day. You were both so sweet and kind to me despite my awkwardness back then.
I must have seen that station a million times at that point but I always loved the water feature out front, It meant I was away from the old city. The sins of it washing off of me as I arrived.
We'd go for walks together and find the prettiest places, take silly photos and be so fucking happy. One day we walked along the canal and saw a cat, while yall were focusing on the cat I remember the railings of the canal and the outfits we wore partially. The food we got later was great too at the strange lil mixed cuisine place we found. Memory is a odd maze because I remember these before the wall and door we found, we found these way before the food though. The the art that we took photos of. was nice too. I was in the company of angels.
I remember the times when we got boba together, the place had a comfy vibe to it, one of those summer days we went to a park, there was a silly litle fair going on and we wanted to get you to volunteer for the magic show, it was silly. If I'm remembering right then I left at the church tram stop, walking in the thunder and the rain so fucking happily to the train station. I still hadn't dried off by the time I got home.
I'm glad I stopped to take so many photos, I will always regret not taking more but thats always the way really, Keeping moments suspended in time on my little devices. It couldn't contain you, you deserve to be experienced in real time. Photos just being a facsimilie of the real thing, still emotive but frozen. Photos I thought insignificant at the time have become so fucking heavy wth the weight of memory, like this hallway. Im still there in my dreams sometimes. I think the family I had died with you, everything is so different now. I'll love you always, in this world and the next.
It's been a year now, I remember that day clearly. The feeling right after I woke up won't leave my head, its how fast everything changed. I miss you so much. I got the message from a friend and walked into my kitchen to hold Felix, I was numb until he asked what happened, then just tears.
