I never planned for life to be this way y'know?, it just comes at you fast. 4 years ago I was just a student working towards being a doctor and now I'm... me?. I put on these grand performances everyday, the fear of being percieved in my entirety eats away at me. My work don't know the real me, neither do most of my friends, All these bits and pieces form my vaguely coherent shape and I'm so tired of all these masks but what is life if not a game of masks.
I know under capitalism it's a neccessity to hide myself away and become something lesser, It grants a safety but not a life. So what do I do?
I live as a vampire does, my true life beginning at night and ending as the the day star rises, my existence less harshly judged under the moonlight. To know me by moonlight it to see something more than porcelain, to see under the masks and the pleasantries of the living. This is what I invite you to do, darling Seeker. You are here because I trust You, or you stumbled into the right place on the internet, either way, Welcome! I love you.
I would be lying if I told you that this means you'll see under everything but it's atleast a start, The performance must go on after all.